I listen to podcasts I read poetry I find motivational books But none of it helps In all those words I keep trying to find something  That will soothe my soul But I find nothing Millions of words and I find nothing Or is it that I’ve already found Whatever it is that I need … Continue reading coward

INSIDE MY CRANIUM: A completely useless cry for help…

WARNING: The post contains a few dark details of depression, including a very ugly picture of vomiting etc, so proceed with caution and if you're sensitive to such content, please don't read it. __________________________________________________ Four years ago, I sat down in my room and started drinking one pill after the other. I kept swallowing one … Continue reading INSIDE MY CRANIUM: A completely useless cry for help…

“you’ve been hurt you’ve made your mistakes you’ve been called out of your name you’ve felt broken you’ve fallen down you’ve had to pick up the pieces of your heart and start over you’ve been mishandled, neglected disrespected and you’ve felt unprotected all of which has caused you to guard your heart but you’re stronger … Continue reading


I keep waiting,  waiting for many things to happen; waiting for the tranquility to set in, waiting for you to realize my existence, waiting for a message from an old friend, waiting for logic to kick in, just waiting, waiting for a lot of things to happen; waiting to see how I make it through … Continue reading waiting