they tell me to write to write to write to write for apparently this is the only way i am going to feel better but what do i write everything is just blank my mind is numb my heart is broken my vision is blurred my body is aching so what am i supposed to … Continue reading write

I desperately want something good to happen It doesn’t have to be anything big Just something tiny would do Anything would do Even if it’s something that lasts for just 5 mins It’s been one dark day after another And now my soul is aching For something good Something positive Something light Something happy So … Continue reading

Living, but not really living Breathing, but not really savoring every precious breath Believing, but at the same time doubting That this pain will ever cease to exist Overwhelming doses of emotion Can someone prescribe me something so I can go numb? I need a moment Something more than these unrelenting episodes of sorrow and … Continue reading

January has issues with her mother, February is always talking about things he wants to do while March does them, April eats sweets and May pays for them, June is the oldest but not the wisest and July always has an opinion on everything. August never stops trying do the right thing, even if he … Continue reading

Whilst wallowing in my sorrow, I usually tend to read poetry because that's where I find words that comfort my broken heart. Came across this which truly resonates with my current flow of thoughts... ______________________________________________________ “the sun doesn’t feel the same as it used to i’ve been hiding from its light in search of a … Continue reading


At the end of the day  When everyone else has abandoned me You have always been there for me All those disagreements and disappointments  And yet in the end You are all that truly matters I have broken you And you have broken me But we are bound together forever and forever  We are nowhere … Continue reading Family