remind me

remind me to never speak up again remind me to never pour out my heart remind me to never voice my thoughts remind me over and over again remind me of the heartbreak remind me of the betrayal remind me of the abandonment remind me over and over again remind me to stay silent remind … Continue reading remind me

"It’s raining outside. Actually that would be an understatement. There is a whole thunderstorm raging on, with the sky lighting up, the clouds rumbling, water crashing down, hail stones flying around, and yet, it’s amidst this chaos that I feel so very peaceful. I haven’t felt such serenity in so long. Seeing the mayhem outside … Continue reading

something

my heart is aching for something for something it doesn’t even know for something that doesn’t even exist but my heart is aching for something what is this something  where do i find this something why is my heart asking for this something  isn’t there so many other things around my heart why does my … Continue reading something

coward

I listen to podcasts I read poetry I find motivational books But none of it helps In all those words I keep trying to find something  That will soothe my soul But I find nothing Millions of words and I find nothing Or is it that I’ve already found Whatever it is that I need … Continue reading coward

INSIDE MY CRANIUM: A completely useless cry for help…

WARNING: The post contains a few dark details of depression, including a very ugly picture of vomiting etc, so proceed with caution and if you're sensitive to such content, please don't read it. __________________________________________________ Four years ago, I sat down in my room and started drinking one pill after the other. I kept swallowing one … Continue reading INSIDE MY CRANIUM: A completely useless cry for help…