coward

I listen to podcasts
I read poetry
I find motivational books
But none of it helps
In all those words
I keep trying to find something 
That will soothe my soul
But I find nothing
Millions of words and I find nothing
Or is it that I’ve already found
Whatever it is that I need
But I’m too much of a coward 
To do what needs to be done
There’s too many fears
Brewing in the pit of my heart
Each one pushing me away
From making the right choice
So I tell myself 
That another solution is what I need
So I listen to podcasts
I read poetry 
And I find motivational books
In hopes that I find an alternative 
To avoid breaking hearts 
Whilst I slowly wither away on the inside 

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