Living, but not really living
Breathing, but not really savoring every precious breath
Believing, but at the same time doubting
That this pain will ever cease to exist
Overwhelming doses of emotion
Can someone prescribe me something so I can go numb?
I need a moment
Something more than these
unrelenting episodes of sorrow and anguish
Is there no joy left for me?
Will there ever be a moment where I can truly smile?
~ Samantha King